2010 had been an amazing yet painful year for me. I cried more than I ever thought I will. My brother left, leaving me with tears. It's like you'll never get to argue with your own brother anymore. It's like losing a hand and a leg. And that's what I felt. The feeling's awful. Just imagine, imagine you miss this guy but you can never do anything about it but to hug your pillow and cry in your room.
But.
I learned to be stronger. Sometimes, you have to walk alone to show that you can. You have to take all the pain to show that your heart's not that fragile. If you think that 2010 had been a very bad year for you, think again. If hundreds of different people pour out their problems in a bucket. You'll grab yours back and smile. You might have problems, but who doesnt. But it's very nice to know that my friends doesn't backstab and they can be trusted for sure. No dramas. Love them to bits.
This year, I watched football matches, laughed too much I cry in class, I tried fried ice-cream, actually got so happy when a prefect asked me to plait my hair because that proves that my hair grew longer. :D Played counter strike. Gained weight. LOL. My eye power decreases and both eyes are now balanced. Learned to cook spaghetti and macaroni. Went to ASEAN games. Went for choral speaking and met new friends form MGS. Got bullied in class ohmy. Planned a foodsale. Planned a farewell party which the librarians claimed as the best. So many new clothes my closet couldn't fit anymore. Learned how to tie a tie. HAHA. Realised that we can actually finish a whole correction tape in one exam. and so on lah blah. HAHA. Wore contact lenses in such a short time. And get known for my asthmatic laugh. :/
The simplest thing can actually make you smile. Go and list down what you did this year and you'll be shocked to be very happy about it.
WHY AM I BLARDY WRITING SUCH A LONG POST? O:
i'm not done.
What I wanna achieve next year?
- die of laughing. D:
- I'm gonna gain weight for sure but please make it worthy.
- GROW TALLER. DAMN.
- get myself a chocolate fudge from secret recipe and eat the whole cake MYSELF with a spoon.
- study hard and smart.
- get excellent results for ASS PEE AM.
- climb a mountain and watch the sunrise.
- bake cookies.
- attend a christmas party.
- I wanna get boxes of ice-cream and eat them all up while watching horror movies alone.
- I wanna crash a party.
- I wanna watch fireworks while sitting on a rooftop.
- I want a puppy so that I can actually walk a puppy.
- I wanna get a floral dress. :/
- I WANT PEOPLE TO TELL ME THAT I'M BEAUTIFUL AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT.
- I wanna get my license and go for a road trip.
Hahaha, sorry for the long and boring post. Byeeeee. Happy Early New Year! (:
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